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Amn Dale Preisach
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So, when we pass, we are freed from pain??
Or is it in this Life that we get healed and comforted.?
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Doesn't it depend upon where we go after we drop dead? Heaven? Hell?
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Amn Dale Preisach
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SPC (Join to see) so, this is the only time we can make our " pain " go away?? If the after-life is uncertain andcwe must Embrace the suck for the rest of our days alive just to have a afterlife in Heaven, what's the sense of it. Yes, heaven is forever, and we were never promised tomorrow, let alone the next few seconds, where is this pain free existence.
I am injured, closed head injury. Hypovolemic shock , dead, and brought back- massive damage and a schizophrenia booster. As well as depression and anxiety. Did everything incould to help those around me. Worked right up to the point of crisis. My mind gone. My future, to go through life alone. Married a woman i loved. But it was not reciprocated . She married me for an extra check and a warm body at the apartment. When i could no longer work, she divorced me. She knew i had mental issues she didn't mind. As long as cash was coming in. I was told to leave after her second semester at medical school. Went back to live with family, which is another torment and subjugation all of its own. $25 , my clothes, and a rental car to get me there. That is all i had. After 4 years of marriage.
And she is a dr.
Me, now just on disability, took care of both parents when each took to their bed. My dad died in '18, my mom in '20. All while having to be subject to things i endured just to survive. Took care of my older brother and my young sister- too financially and even their kids. All while just having no peace and no dignity. My oldest brother he is alright.
He's got emphysema and copd. His fiancee' is taking good care of him.
And i live with them. But more and more the experiences of my Life rob my sleep. I'm under heavy sedation at night and nothing i can do to defend myself. And under a lighter dose of sedation at day time.
I got a dog. A little shi tzu mix. He is a good dog.
What a family. 53 years old i am. No friends. Just acquaintances.., and some just say hi. If there is justice, heaven sent, then i should have no worries on getting in to Paradise/ Heaven/ nirvana/ .. so, i got that goin' for me.,, which is good.
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Amn Dale Preisach - I feel very heavy-hearted right now, having just now read your painful self-disclosures. I was trying to be funny when I wrote, above, the thing about pain being dependent upon whether we go to heaven or if we go to hell. Some of us live in hell right now in a physical life of severe pain and I'm so sorry about that. . . .
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Amn Dale Preisach
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SPC (Join to see) No worries. Just hit a nerve of mine. I'm alright..
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PO1 H Gene Lawrence
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I personally am waiting for the expiration of my pain.
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Me too, Gene, me too. . . . Even after back surgery, I still experience pain except when I am sitting. Pain whenever I stand, walk. . . .
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PO1 H Gene Lawrence
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SPC (Join to see) - I am resisting back surgery.
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Pain has an expiration date just like medications do!
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