Suppressing Depression Reaching the Emotion Event Horizon

https://victoryforveterans.org/suppressing-depression-reaching-the-emotion-event-horizon/
RP Members, Connections, and Friends - check out the Link above for the rest of TSgt Matt Zien's BLOG on Victory for Veterans Foundation Website.

Check out his video below for more about Matt's advocating for veterans and service members suffering from PTSD and TBI.

https://youtu.be/22ytd4F_Ce4

Here is a preview of the BLOG...

"The ticking sound from my two mechanical heart valves drown out the sounds of activity around me as my will to live slips beyond my reach. Standing motionless, I stare into the nothing and reflect on the cruel moment that would extinguish my sole purpose for living.

I had been in mental shock ever since the reality my life would no longer be the same after learning everything I had planned for my life was now obsolete. Every day was a struggle to find my purpose, to live to see the sun welcome the world to a new day. That moment, the sun fell below the horizon of my mind. Everything I used to love and found joy in abandoned me. Abandoned in a cold world that hated my existence, I decided I did not want the sun to rise again.

Tick, tick… tick, tick…"