Steppin Out? For 21 Years I was Bound by My Agreement with the NSA and DIA. Not So Much Anymore. I Honestly Have No Problem Outing Myself as a Spook. My Grandchildren can Explain, "You Can't See Papa?" They Know Papa as a Tall German Scottish Grandpa, Stick Out in Any Crowd. They don't know, understand that many choose not to see Me. I Am the Material of Nightmares.