Veteran IN NEED OF ASSISTANCE. Please read!edited

SGT Private RallyPoint Member — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 18:21:52 -0400

*Got confirmation from welfare check. Appears to be okay at this point. I hope he realizes that people do care and that this thread will provide a reinforcement to his support, rather than a dissuasion.*

I have posted his story below SGT Robert Rainwater with his permission.

Are there any vets or SMs out there who can offer some advice for his predicament? He is in DIRE, immediate need for assistance. I am unsure about veteran resources.

"Well, Everything has gotten worse. I am fighting deep Depression now and major anger issues on top of the pain i feel thru out my body. I have been fired, wifes come un-glued and drunk or drugged out of her mind most days (prescription med's taken as directed), told me she doesnt love me any more, filed chapter 7 bankrupcy, lost my truck, cancelled my VA apointments because I cant afford the copays. My Social Security Disability Claim is still pending. My Civil Service Medical Retirement Package I had put in prior to being terminated is pending. I cant get unemployment benefits from the state because DFAS wont give California the wage info they need to complete the unemployment app. I am still fighting my former employer through the Merit Systems Protection Board and it looks like I'm going to lose that case "due to lack of evidence." I'm being sued because my wife got into an accident and totaled the guys car and tore him up pretty good health wise. Ive become very paranoid and am afraid to leave my apartment now. I dont trust anyone anymore. That was my biggest weakness so I eliminated it. I've got $55.00 to my name. I once thought and lived by a code of Honor, Integrity and fidelity. Those ways are now gone in me. All thats left is the Mercinary Wolf inside me just waiting to come out. My wife elbowed me in the sternum the other day intentionally and for the first time in 20 years of marriage I felt cold contempt and hate towards her and still do. My faith is waneing now. I dont shower or bath any more. I scrounge for food tidbits were i can find them like a rat. Everything that made me a kind, gentle loving human being is gone. I'm just to tired to do it any more. Here is a funny story for ya. I called the VA yesterday to talk to a shrink because I wanted to blow my brains out. I got put on hold for ten minutes and was finally told by the receptionist that a shrink would call me back within three hours. That was yesterday. I'm still waiting for that call. Well, I thought the irony was funny at least. I've learned that most people talk a lot of game but never deliver. Oh, I sold my pistol today because just the thought and condemplation of "opting out" totally disgusted me. I do want to apologize to Jen Heagy. I promised her a flag for Shon and couldnt deliver. My intent was sincere but no one would help me and i am now basically broke so I cant even buy one. I just want her to know that my heart was in the right place. I now know what Shon might have felt that night when he laid down in front of that train. I cant kill myself because to me that is the one unforgivable sin so I just pray to god now that he would just get it over with and take me out on his terms. It would be my luck he makes me live past 100 or something like that. So for now I'm just waiting for him to grant my prayer. I dont fit here and never did. I was stupid enough to believe that there was hope in a world full of human beings who build themselves up on the backs of people like me. We are our own worse enemies. Thanks for the check up. At least somebody thought about me."

Response by Cpl Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 16 at 2014 6:30 PM

Cpl Private RallyPoint Member — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 18:30:04 -0400

SGT Robert Rainwater If we knew where he was located, there is a strong possibility of an intervention with support, supplies, food, cash on hand. I read that he trust no-one right now. Does he trust this Rallypoint Community to help him? Let us get some locals out to alleviate the immediate needs and build a RallyPoint support group to assist along the way until firm footing is achieved.

THIS is why I am here. Lets get something moving. I have asked for connection and some information which will help us help him.

Response by SPC James Mcneil made Oct 16 at 2014 6:57 PM

SPC James Mcneil — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 18:57:03 -0400

I read that you don't trust anyone. That in itself is a very dangerous situation. A few weeks ago, I found myself in that type of situation, and I had to re-establish trust in my s/o. Everyone was suspect, and everyone was "out to get" something in my view.
Granted, my situation has not improved much, but re-establishing trust in one person helped me tremendously. Find one person in whom you can place trust. If it's someone here, then be very careful in choosing someone. If you want to talk, vent, etc. connect with me here. I will do what I can.

Response by PO1 Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 16 at 2014 6:59 PM

PO1 Private RallyPoint Member — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 18:59:07 -0400

As Cpl Private RallyPoint Member has mentioned we must absolutely know where he is. Without any information we can only offer pablum.

Response by SPC David S. made Oct 16 at 2014 7:31 PM

SPC David S. — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 19:31:31 -0400

I sent a contact request

Response by MAJ Robert (Bob) Petrarca made Oct 16 at 2014 8:13 PM

MAJ Robert (Bob) Petrarca — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 20:13:02 -0400

He needs to go to the nearest hospital and turn himself over for psychiatric evaluation. It sounds like he is not far from possibly harming himself.

Response by SGT Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 16 at 2014 8:30 PM

SGT Private RallyPoint Member — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 20:30:57 -0400

Cpl Dominic Fittizzi and SFC Mark Merino, I believe have had information regarding crisis intervention on past posts. I found Cpl Fittizzi's but I can't remember SFC Merino's resources. If either of you see this, please respond as soon as possible. I understand that there is a vet crisis foundation that could possibly help here and hopefully, either of you have some phone numbers I can use for your contacts. Thanks.

Response by SFC Mark Merino made Oct 16 at 2014 8:39 PM

SFC Mark Merino — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 20:39:39 -0400

If suicidal, go right to 911.

https://www.rallypoint.com/answers/crisis-hotlines-surge-during-9-11-here-are-emergency-contacts

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Response by SFC(P) Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 16 at 2014 9:02 PM

SFC(P) Private RallyPoint Member — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 21:02:25 -0400

Contact his chain of command asap. I had a similar situation and I contacted the Battalion or Brigade chaplain.

Response by SPC David S. made Oct 16 at 2014 9:04 PM

SPC David S. — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 21:04:35 -0400

Can we get a safe, safe, safe if and when contact is made.

Response by SPC Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 16 at 2014 9:47 PM

SPC Private RallyPoint Member — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 21:47:57 -0400

I'm a Wounded Warrior at Walter Reed Medical center, currently in the "ratings" Phase of my medical board. I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia, Major Depression, and PTSD.
It's hard, it is very hard. Going through changes, having to find something new. Relationship issues add a whole new level to that. Sure, your financials might be bad now but there is ALWAYS hope. There are a ton of places you can work, even if you don't have a resume put together. You'll just have to be more open.
As far as the depression and suicidal thoughts, I have been there. I have been there many times and it is extremely difficult. If you don't want to stay alive for others, you have to do it for yourself. Show yourself that you can improve, show yourself that everything will be better.
Everything will turn around, you just need to start seeking help in the right ways.
If there is anything I can do to help, please message me. I am up 19+ hours a day.

Response by SGT Richard H. made Oct 16 at 2014 9:57 PM

SGT Richard H. — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 21:57:37 -0400

SGT Private RallyPoint Member send me a message when you can. I found another potential address

Response by PV2 Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 16 at 2014 10:10 PM

PV2 Private RallyPoint Member — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 22:10:37 -0400

Can we take up a collection to help this soldier? I don't have much but I'll send him some money. I can't stand to see him like that.

Response by SPC Daniel Edwards made Oct 16 at 2014 10:28 PM

SPC Daniel Edwards — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 22:28:39 -0400

message sent to US Army WTF on Facebook. They are pretty good at getting an emergency message out

Response by LCpl Steve Wininger made Oct 16 at 2014 10:53 PM

LCpl Steve Wininger — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 22:53:18 -0400

Thank you for sharing this SPC (P) Mulder. Sgt Rainwater is all our brothers and we will not give up on him!

Response by SPC David S. made Oct 17 at 2014 1:16 AM

SPC David S. — Fri, 17 Oct 2014 01:16:15 -0400

Good news.

Response by SFC Mark Merino made Oct 17 at 2014 1:33 AM

SFC Mark Merino — Fri, 17 Oct 2014 01:33:50 -0400

Great job SGT Private RallyPoint Member running all this to ground and ensuring his saftey. Now we can see what the rest of us can do for the basic needs.

Response by MAJ Robert (Bob) Petrarca made Oct 17 at 2014 6:08 AM

MAJ Robert (Bob) Petrarca — Fri, 17 Oct 2014 06:08:36 -0400

Ok. That sounds good. Now hopefully he is receiving help, that's the biggest thing.

Response by MAJ Robert (Bob) Petrarca made Oct 17 at 2014 8:44 AM

MAJ Robert (Bob) Petrarca — Fri, 17 Oct 2014 08:44:26 -0400

I just got an email back from him this AM he is doing MUCH better and is on the mend and thanks everyone for their concern. AMEN!!!!!

Response by PV2 Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 17 at 2014 9:43 AM

PV2 Private RallyPoint Member — Fri, 17 Oct 2014 09:43:48 -0400

Brothers and Sisters,

I set up a fundly page for folks to make a donation to help Sgt. Rainwater. https://fundly.com/rp-let-s-help-sgt-rainwater.

All of the money will go directly to help Sgt. Rainwater.

Please share!

Click here to support RP let's help Sgt Rainwater by Lisa Wilcox

Sgt. Robert Rainwater our brother in arms is having a very tough time and needs our help. Between delays with his VA claim, and other financial events, o...

Response by PO1 Steven Kuhn made Oct 17 at 2014 5:43 PM

PO1 Steven Kuhn — Fri, 17 Oct 2014 17:43:54 -0400

First of all we can get him some help from his local Churches. Secondly we can find out where he lives and get the VA crisis team to help him out. Also we can get the DAV and other associations out and about with his name before something bad happens between him and his wife. He just needs to know he is not alone and that other people and other veterans care. I felt this way when they had to cut on my back and I became disabled (as I broke my back in 5 places and worked for 25 years with a broken back and became disabled after the surgeries and felt lower than snail scum when I became disabled-sort of less than a man). If he allows you to, give him my contact info or send me his. Another good source of help is his State Representative and his Congressman, as they can speed things along if they take the time to research his case. The VA was going to make me wait 6 months to a year but my State Rep told them they already made me wait 5 years. We need to show him as a community of fellow military personnel that he is not alone and that if he can muster some patience he can get through this. Please message me if I can be of assistance and thanks for bring this to our attention. I will be praying.....

r/

Steve Kuhn

Response by PV2 Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 17 at 2014 10:18 PM

PV2 Private RallyPoint Member — Fri, 17 Oct 2014 22:18:31 -0400

I just want to say what a great community we have here. Donations have been coming in all day for him. I'm truly touched at the outpouring of everyone on RP.
Bless you all!

Response by SSG Keven Lahde made Oct 18 at 2014 1:34 AM

SSG Keven Lahde — Sat, 18 Oct 2014 01:34:03 -0400

https://fundly.com/rp-let-s-help-sgt-rainwater

Click here to support RP let's help Sgt Rainwater by Lisa Wilcox

Sgt. Robert Rainwater our brother in arms is having a very tough time and needs our help. Between delays with his VA claim, and other financial events, o...

Response by Cpl Barry Goodson made Oct 18 at 2014 3:11 PM

Cpl Barry Goodson — Sat, 18 Oct 2014 15:11:09 -0400

I have to agree with this veteran in respect to lack of support from the VA. I think they mean well but truly lack the resources and personnel to accomplish the feat. I would encourage this veteran to contact the USA Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255). They are available 24/7s. The volunteer on that line should be able to provide guidance in many ways. Another approach would be the Wounder Warrior Project @ http://www.woundedwarriorproject.org/. They have offices in 17 states.

I lost a childhood friend and fellow veteran to suicide. I tried my best to communicate with him and provide help, but he shut me out. I have always felt there must have been something else I could have done, but I know that is not true.

My best recommendation to this Veteran is that many of us have been in very low spots in life as well as in life threatening situations. Years ago, I found myself there and fought all temptations to end it all. The most positive step I took was to put it all behind me and return to my pursuit of higher education and to make connections that were truly meaningful. However, the first thing a person must do is put himself in the frame of mind that he does need and want help. Pride has to disappear as you learn to reach out for guidance. Yes, people will disappoint you in your time of need, but your true friends will step forward with a steady hand and help you wade through your present situation until you can finally see light at the end of the tunnel. Temptations to give in abound in every situation, but every veteran knows that giving in to any enemy is not an option. We must adapt and overcome; develop new strategies and move forward even if forward is in a flanking position. There is no other viable option.

God Speed!

Barry Goodson
Former Combat Marine
CAP124, Vietnam 1968-1969

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Response by CW5 Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 18 at 2014 8:30 PM

CW5 Private RallyPoint Member — Sat, 18 Oct 2014 20:30:35 -0400

In case it gets lost in the mass of posts under this thread, I'm posting this link again. Thanks to PV2 Private RallyPoint Member for setting this up to help SGT Robert Rainwater.

And I'm wondering if any of my Facebook friends will donate to this cause to give a hurting veteran a boost, a helping hand. Eh, SGT Steven Montgomery? (Thanking you kindly, in advance.)

https://fundly.com/rp-let-s-help-sgt-rainwater

Click here to support RP let's help Sgt Rainwater by Lisa Wilcox

Sgt. Robert Rainwater our brother in arms is having a very tough time and needs our help. Between delays with his VA claim, and other financial events, o...

Response by CPL David Niewoehner made Oct 18 at 2014 8:44 PM

CPL David Niewoehner — Sat, 18 Oct 2014 20:44:18 -0400

Posted late responce:

1) Check and see if your local Bar association has any Lawyers on a Veterans Court.
Just call your state Bar Association and ask to speak with a Veteran Court Lawyer. M any lawyers will work Pro-Bono for Veterans , or at least sit down and discuss your issues for free, as a Veteran.

I have PTSD, The VA evaluated me and determined it was really bad, along with Sleep Apnea and bouts of insomnia along with Anger management issues... Doctors love to
treat the symptoms but not the underlying conditions. It took me several years to learn about the Triggers or stressers that triggered my PTSD issues and to "Cope" if thats what living day to day with these internal struggles is called... I'm sure you know what I mean. When I discussed my medications with the mental health and health care providers, they all agreed that the meds where needed however, many of the meds could be taken as needed and not neccessarily every 3 hours at such high doses. I was having a problem with addiction to a couple of the meds they were giving me. Take charge of your health care, Identify what triggers those anxiety or stress periods, Find out how to help yourself rather than be dictated to. Ask your closest loved one to help you....Love helps. By all means monitor your health and medication intake.

Always willing to help a Vet

Info as per Brother Rainwater:

Robert M Rainwater
1820 Pennebaker Way # 170
Manteca, CA 95336
[login to see]

~DAVE~

Response by GySgt George Vukovich made Oct 18 at 2014 9:13 PM

GySgt George Vukovich — Sat, 18 Oct 2014 21:13:10 -0400

We have a lot of RP members who will read about Robert's situation. Please tell us where he's located and perhaps one of us can help point him in the right direction!

Response by LCpl Rick Ponton made Oct 19 at 2014 5:20 AM

LCpl Rick Ponton — Sun, 19 Oct 2014 05:20:01 -0400

IAM A MARINE VETERAN AND I DID NOT SERVE DURING WAR AND I HAVE BEEN WITH MANY VIETNAM AND DESERT STORM AND OIF AND OEF VETS AND I HAVE BEEN THROUGH UTTER HELL AND I CAN PROUDLY SAY THAT THE VA HAS HELPED ME EMENSELY AND IAM 100 LBS OVER WEIGHT BUT MY THIKING IS WONDERFUL AND IAM HAPPY AND I HAVE BEEN SEEKING VOLUNTEER WORK NOW TO SEE AND KNOW THAT I CAN MAINTAIN A JOB AT WALMART AND IAM TRYING MY DARN BEST TO APPLY WHAT I HAVE LEARNED AT VA AND IAM IN A REHABILITATION AND RECOVERY PROGRAM AT THE VA AND I WILL GET MY HONORABLE DISCHARGE FROM PROGRAM SOON AND GRADUATE AND IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME TO GET OUT OF MY CAMIES AS A CIVILIAN AND IAM TRYING AND DOING MY TRANSITION INTO THE COMMUNITY AND OUT OF THE MILITARY AND I WILL SOON NOT NEED ANY MORE THERAPY AND I NO LONGER NEED TO GET HOSPITALISED AND I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT THERE IS HOPE AND TO HOLD ON AND IF YOU ARE HAVING DIFFICULTY MANAGING YOUR LIFE I WANT YOU TO GET THE HELP YOU MAY NEED!!!!!!!

Response by SGT Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 19 at 2014 9:00 AM

SGT Private RallyPoint Member — Sun, 19 Oct 2014 09:00:42 -0400

I know this may be out of the ordinary, but I would suggest that you hit up http://www.gofundme.com and explain your story. there are lots of folks on there that would love to directly support a veteran in need. I would prefer my money go directly to you instead of through the government.

When you get on your feet, you can pay it forward to others on the same site. You can also update your listing with photos of how you have used the money.

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Response by SGT Jay Ehrenfeld made Oct 19 at 2014 10:28 AM

SGT Jay Ehrenfeld — Sun, 19 Oct 2014 10:28:07 -0400

get a lawyer some will work with you

Response by CPT John Wilson made Oct 19 at 2014 10:39 AM

CPT John Wilson — Sun, 19 Oct 2014 10:39:56 -0400

Check my profile to see what may be a training/employment option for Sgt Rainwater.

Response by Capt Brandon Charters made Oct 19 at 2014 2:53 PM

Capt Brandon Charters — Sun, 19 Oct 2014 14:53:37 -0400

The power that this network has because of people like SGT Private RallyPoint Member and PV2 Private RallyPoint Member is truly astounding. SGT Robert Rainwater - I live only a hop and skip over the bay from you. Please stop by and let me get you lunch sometime. Sending a connection request now.

Response by Cpl Xavier Jarmon made Oct 19 at 2014 5:03 PM

Cpl Xavier Jarmon — Sun, 19 Oct 2014 17:03:55 -0400

I have been there Sgt and I have to say that you are not alone. The VA is good but there definitely should be more out there for Veterans.

Response by LCpl Rick Ponton made Oct 19 at 2014 6:36 PM

LCpl Rick Ponton — Sun, 19 Oct 2014 18:36:11 -0400

AT THE END OF YOUR ROPE CUT THE ROPE SUICIDE OR HURTING YOUR SELF IS A PERMANENT SOLUTION TO A TEMPORARY PROBLEM

Response by LTC Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 19 at 2014 8:30 PM

LTC Private RallyPoint Member — Sun, 19 Oct 2014 20:30:26 -0400

Hello,

My name is Rick N. Myskey, Jr., and I can help Robert with many of these personal and potentially other issues. I am a veteran with over 25 years of service, 16 of which were active duty. I can serve as his coach for no fee, no agenda, and nothing except and opportunity to serve.

What is his location. Please email me directly at [login to see] so I can give you more details.

By the way, I am from McAlester, Oklahoma myself and would love to help.

Sincerely,

Rick N. Myskey, Jr.

Response by PFC Stephens Clark made Oct 20 at 2014 1:01 AM

PFC Stephens Clark — Mon, 20 Oct 2014 01:01:14 -0400

can i get his information to contact I have some places that can offer him help for free. I have a lot of Veteran Connections all over. I will be glad to offer this man a hand with anything possible. I have been in his shoes many of times. Would be an Honor to help him out.

Response by SFC Randy Purham made Oct 20 at 2014 1:03 AM

SFC Randy Purham — Mon, 20 Oct 2014 01:03:45 -0400

SGT Robert Rainwater, Here are some resources you can reach out to. http://www.warriorpointe.org. and http://www.goheroes.org. If you have not joined your local VFW, I recommend doing so as well. http://www.vfw.org can give you a list of local posts/chapters in your area. If there is anything else I can do, feel free to hit me up.

Randy Purham - you can find me on any social media outlet.

Response by SSgt Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 20 at 2014 11:23 AM

SSgt Private RallyPoint Member — Mon, 20 Oct 2014 11:23:28 -0400

SGT Private RallyPoint Member SGT Robert Rainwater This is one of the most exciting things that I have heard in a long time and the fact that SGT Rainwater is finding some happiness brings tears to my eyes. Literally! Erin, I thank you so much because just one year ago I found a place to live after being homeless for more than six months. Living in my car with my cat and surviving.

I have a lot of new ideas that will make people in need so important. One year ago another Forecaster died with ALS and now another (Vietnam Vet) is dying with Leukemia after having four heart attacks. There is more to say but this is a start and for Erin (TYVM!!!) You are a literal hero and sister in Arms.

Robert. If you need anything please message me here. The door is always open 24/7!!!
Larry

Response by SFC Mark Merino made Oct 20 at 2014 2:02 PM

SFC Mark Merino — Mon, 20 Oct 2014 14:02:57 -0400

SGT Robert Rainwater you are in California and that makes it even easier for you to get into the VA's residential PTSD hospital at Menlo Park. It saved my life. The VA might get a lot of bad press, but I will defend Menlo Park to the death!! When you have 100 items on your plate we make the best decisions we can, but not necessarily the best decisions. They have family counseling on top of all the help you need for yourself. I have all the numbers if you are interested. If anyone has questions, please pose them here or the PTSD thread. No one is ever alone. We isolate ourselves.

https://www.rallypoint.com/answers/temporary-100-disability-pay-while-admitted-in-residential-ptsd-programs

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I just wanted to mention that veterans who are admitted into RESIDENTIAL PTSD programs will receive the full 100% disability rating while they are in the program. Please seek help if you are advised that you will benefit from a residential program. Many veterans think that they will be financially ruined to lose that much work, that is not the case. When you are discharged from the program, they will submit ALL the paperwork on your behalf. It...

Response by CAPT Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 20 at 2014 2:47 PM

CAPT Private RallyPoint Member — Mon, 20 Oct 2014 14:47:06 -0400

If you or your family have ANY further troubles or just feel the need to talk to a peer, call Vets4Warriors at [login to see] , website is http://www.vets4warriors.com/. These folks provide peer-to-peer counseling for Vets and they will NOT rest until your needs are met. Email and chat also available.

Response by PO1 Mark Mayfield made Oct 20 at 2014 4:34 PM

PO1 Mark Mayfield — Mon, 20 Oct 2014 16:34:28 -0400

I would start by trying to get the emotional problems in check. I lost my trucking job that I had for 11 years because of my anxiety disorder. The meds the VA gave me made me violently ill, and the anti-depressants that did work are no longer available on the market. So, I looked for homeopathic remedies. I use St John's Wort and it works wonders. I can function more-or-less normally. I have fewer anger and anxiety issues than before and have begun getting my life back together. I have gone back to school and am looking for a new career path. After I lost my job, I went through nearly a year of deep depression. Keep plugging away at the paperwork issues, the agencies you are dealing with won't do anything unless you bug them enough about it. They'll get it done because they will be tired of hearing from you. Never give up.

Response by CPT Richard Riley made Oct 20 at 2014 6:27 PM

CPT Richard Riley — Mon, 20 Oct 2014 18:27:38 -0400

For those who may not know, SGT Robert Rainwater was a close and personal friend of SGT Shon D. Hill who passed away earlier this year. Shon was also a member here and reached out to us & we responded to the best of our abilities. Unfortunately in Shon's case it did not come to a positive solution and we lost him 05Jul 2014. The loss was painful and enduring for Robert. I hope that SGT Rainwater understands that there are reasons for everything but we are not always privy to those answers or reasons why.
Many on this thread also responded to SGT Hill. The discussions can be followed at this mark if you desire to read the history: https://www.rallypoint.com/answers/war-veterans-are-you-struggling-like-i-am-not-fitting-in-occasionally-suicidal-numb-even-to-close-loved-ones-help and also here: https://www.rallypoint.com/answers/rip-shon-hill-11-27-1974-07-05-2014

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Response by PV2 Private RallyPoint Member made Oct 20 at 2014 7:33 PM

PV2 Private RallyPoint Member — Mon, 20 Oct 2014 19:33:05 -0400

As of today over $1000 has been raised! Thank you everyone!

Response by LTC Michael Parker made Oct 21 at 2014 8:48 AM

LTC Michael Parker — Tue, 21 Oct 2014 08:48:50 -0400

SGT Rainwater,

How were you separated from the Army? Did you go through the DES?

Michael A. Parker
LTC, USA (Retired)
Wounded Warrior Advocate

Response by SGT Michael Glenn made Jan 11 at 2015 2:43 PM

SGT Michael Glenn — Sun, 11 Jan 2015 14:43:08 -0500

Wasnt this same thread posted a few months back??? didnt people start collections for him?? what became of all of this???

Response by SFC Jeff L. made Jan 13 at 2015 3:25 PM

SFC Jeff L. — Tue, 13 Jan 2015 15:25:27 -0500

SGT Private RallyPoint Member Do we have any info to update everyone On Robert's progress/situation?

Response by PO2 Stephen Rushing made Jan 13 at 2015 4:15 PM

PO2 Stephen Rushing — Tue, 13 Jan 2015 16:15:54 -0500

Sorry my friend I have been exactly where you are but my wife chested, stole all of my pain meds and money. Had to find out in a court room that the daughter I loved wasn't mine and I still loved my wife my life fell so deep that I finally have found my bottom homeless and living in a uhaul storage unit. I got 100 from the va and even got my Social Security too. But still just can't seem to get my shit together. Found out that I have been lost in tdrl to the point that I have 24 years in and should have been collecting my retirement pay for last 4 years too. But it still doesn't matter l just can't seem to get it back it feels like I'm completely dead inside and the va mental health clinics are the biggest joke since military intelligence. So I understand never give up and never sell out our core beliefs. Stay strong you are not alone there are a lot of us that just can't seem to get it back together.

Veteran IN NEED OF ASSISTANCE. Please read!*edited*

Veteran IN NEED OF ASSISTANCE. Please read!*edited*

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Response by SGT Michael Glenn made Jan 11 at 2015 2:43 PM

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Response by PO2 Stephen Rushing made Jan 13 at 2015 4:15 PM

Veteran IN NEED OF ASSISTANCE. Please read!edited

Veteran IN NEED OF ASSISTANCE. Please read!edited