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<a class="fancybox" rel="2ac888faa6b964afcd24bc7a7b9b89e9" href="https://d1ndsj6b8hkqu9.cloudfront.net/pictures/images/000/038/459/for_gallery_v2/transition.jpg"><img src="https://d1ndsj6b8hkqu9.cloudfront.net/pictures/images/000/038/459/large_v3/transition.jpg" alt="Transition" /></a></div></div>I heard a story this weekend on NPR about separations - from the military, divorce, etc. The narrator maintained that leaving the military when one's hitch is up, or returning from a deployment and going our separate ways, is the death of a special bond we had with our comrades in arms, and we experience some parts of the grieving process that follow an actual death.<br /><br />I didn't experience this feeling when I left the military - I think - because I continued to serve and work with my Army colleagues as a DA civilian. I do remember, however, missing the camaraderie and closeness of my first assignment with the 82nd Airborne Division. We were a very close team, squad, platoon, and even company. Our leaders built esprit de corps and unit cohesion like I have not experienced since. I did "grieve" a little and miss those guys a lot.<br /><br />Veterans, did you find this to be the case when you left the military? Others, did you feel this when you left a particularly close-knit unit? Or a close circle of military friends? Do you think this is valid? Or is it bunk and psychobabble?Is leaving the military like experiencing a death in the family?2015-05-05T19:40:23-04:002015-05-05T19:40:23-04:00GySgt Wayne A. Ekblad644120<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>Yes, I felt this way ... and still do from time to time.Response by GySgt Wayne A. Ekblad made May 5 at 2015 7:42 PM2015-05-05T19:42:41-04:002015-05-05T19:42:41-04:00LTC Stephen F.644150<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>Serving in various different capacity's [regular Army enlisted and commissioned from 1974 - 1992]; unpaid reserve drill status [1992 - 9/10/2001] mobilized reserve status [10/2001 -05/2004] and paid reserve drill status [06/2004 - 05/2008]; I worked for, with and over thousands of soldiers. Some I knew for days while others I knew for decades. Bonds formed under stress and honed over long periods of boredom punctuated with additional stress. I felt like I died twice - first when I was involuntarily separated in October 1992 and the second time when I transferred from the active rolls to the retired reserve rolls in May 2008 and was told I was not required or authorized to out-process from the military I had dedicated most of my adult life to.Response by LTC Stephen F. made May 5 at 2015 7:51 PM2015-05-05T19:51:52-04:002015-05-05T19:51:52-04:00Capt Private RallyPoint Member644201<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>I do not agree. It is just a new challenge to be met.Response by Capt Private RallyPoint Member made May 5 at 2015 8:13 PM2015-05-05T20:13:19-04:002015-05-05T20:13:19-04:00SFC Joe S. Davis Jr., MSM, DSL644202<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>It's a life changing experience, if you served over 25 years it's tough.Response by SFC Joe S. Davis Jr., MSM, DSL made May 5 at 2015 8:14 PM2015-05-05T20:14:33-04:002015-05-05T20:14:33-04:00SGT Private RallyPoint Member644289<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>Jigsaw called it "being reborn."<br /><br />That's also a nod to Chinese astrology and the year of the pig.Response by SGT Private RallyPoint Member made May 5 at 2015 8:45 PM2015-05-05T20:45:26-04:002015-05-05T20:45:26-04:00LTC John Shaw644394<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div><a class="dark-link bold-link" role="profile-hover" data-qtip-container="body" data-id="347395" data-source-page-controller="question_response_contents" href="/profiles/347395-351l-counterintelligence-technician">CW5 Private RallyPoint Member</a> Yes, it is a death of the old life into a new. I found a feeling of remorse each time I left active duty and returned to my civilian job and reserve status. <br /><br />The last deployment to Afghanistan, seemed the hardest with so many who died in the Afghan Surge and I found it very difficult to find the same level meaning in my job. The passion and motivation need time to come back and for your brain to let you know all is OK. <br /><br />My wife and kids say I am different, no matter how much I want to be the same person that went on active duty, you are impacted and can only hope the change is not too much.Response by LTC John Shaw made May 5 at 2015 9:21 PM2015-05-05T21:21:17-04:002015-05-05T21:21:17-04:00SSG John Bacon644638<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>I see how one could look at as a type of death, So much left unfinished, the feeling that you could have contributed more. I feel that way every time I watch the news or pick up a paper and read about how screwed up everything is right now. I am sure my father thinks the same way, as well as my grand fathers before them.Response by SSG John Bacon made May 5 at 2015 11:14 PM2015-05-05T23:14:18-04:002015-05-05T23:14:18-04:00SFC Mark Merino644669<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>You know my story. I just wanted some closure. My retirement consisted of opening a letter and seeing that I was removed from the TDRL list and placed on the retirement list.Response by SFC Mark Merino made May 5 at 2015 11:31 PM2015-05-05T23:31:41-04:002015-05-05T23:31:41-04:00SSG Private RallyPoint Member644844<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>A friend of a friend told me about a job before I retired, I applied and started working a couple days after terminal leave started. Polo shirts and slacks instead of BDU's and I only had to look after myself... it was on a help desk and that job helped me finish my degree which opened new doors. I don't think I really slowed down long enough to think about it and now it's been almost 12 years. Working as a contractor also helped a lot, in a way I still get to look out for soldiers and that is extremely gratifying. <br /><br />I also believe it helped a lot that I was only 38 when I retired. I knew I had another 30 years of working, after my 20 years in the Army.Response by SSG Private RallyPoint Member made May 6 at 2015 1:51 AM2015-05-06T01:51:22-04:002015-05-06T01:51:22-04:00SFC Rich Carey645298<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>It doesn't have to be like death, use the military as a stepping stone to move up. I always asked everyone, what is your plan after the military? However I always heard, I will worry about that when I get there, hummm...maybe that is why for most it might feel like death... Preparation is key.Response by SFC Rich Carey made May 6 at 2015 9:46 AM2015-05-06T09:46:40-04:002015-05-06T09:46:40-04:00MAJ Ken Landgren645530<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>It was a sense of freedom as I became of little value to the army. It was quiet evident that the next chapter in life will commence.Response by MAJ Ken Landgren made May 6 at 2015 11:20 AM2015-05-06T11:20:47-04:002015-05-06T11:20:47-04:00PO1 Michael Fullmer645950<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>I too have been working as a USN civilian since leaving the service. All of my co-workers are also former Navy or Army.Response by PO1 Michael Fullmer made May 6 at 2015 12:50 PM2015-05-06T12:50:51-04:002015-05-06T12:50:51-04:00SrA Edward Vong645994<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>I transitioned well, but I came into the military late and had experiences in corporate America before enlisting. Just another change for me.Response by SrA Edward Vong made May 6 at 2015 1:03 PM2015-05-06T13:03:55-04:002015-05-06T13:03:55-04:00SPC Donald Moore646108<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>I miss the camaraderie and working with a close team. There is really nothing like it (that I have found) as a civilian. I even worked as a police officer for a few years and didn't find the same level of connection there. Living and working with people day in and day out where you are all suffering the same hardships, it builds a something that I have not found elsewhere.Response by SPC Donald Moore made May 6 at 2015 1:42 PM2015-05-06T13:42:20-04:002015-05-06T13:42:20-04:00MSG Brad Sand646967<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>After experiencing a death in my family...there is actually no comparison...none.Response by MSG Brad Sand made May 6 at 2015 5:25 PM2015-05-06T17:25:04-04:002015-05-06T17:25:04-04:00MAJ Robert (Bob) Petrarca647366<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>Exactly how I felt, like a part of me had died.Response by MAJ Robert (Bob) Petrarca made May 6 at 2015 7:39 PM2015-05-06T19:39:51-04:002015-05-06T19:39:51-04:00SGT Anthony Rossi647400<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>It's a real deal. That's what makes RP such a great thing. However, I found an even closer bond with the church within Christ. <br />A man that hath friends must shew himself friendly: and there is a friend that sticketh closer than a brother. -Proverbs 18:24<br /><br />Here's the best part, Jesus will made a promise to never leave those that keep there eyes on him. He is our point man. <br /><br />...and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen. -Matthew 28:20Response by SGT Anthony Rossi made May 6 at 2015 7:53 PM2015-05-06T19:53:36-04:002015-05-06T19:53:36-04:00MSgt Brian Welch647502<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>I had the opportunity to take a civil service job in my last unit. I couldn't do it. As much as I missed the military and the people I worked with I knew I could bare to watch them deploy, or any other sacrifice or hardship I'd be there to witness. Then I found the first 2 jobs I took in the civilian world were so far from measuring up to the military that I walked out on the positions. After a few years I settled down in my expectations.Response by MSgt Brian Welch made May 6 at 2015 8:43 PM2015-05-06T20:43:17-04:002015-05-06T20:43:17-04:00SrA Diego Alvarez649791<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>More like overcoming an addiction, you have the urge to relapse every so often.Response by SrA Diego Alvarez made May 7 at 2015 3:34 PM2015-05-07T15:34:20-04:002015-05-07T15:34:20-04:00CDR Michael Goldschmidt749764<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>Yes, it's like our own death, but we're there to witness it. On second thought, maybe it's more like losing an identical twin.Response by CDR Michael Goldschmidt made Jun 15 at 2015 6:42 PM2015-06-15T18:42:14-04:002015-06-15T18:42:14-04:00Sgt Private RallyPoint Member749773<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>it's not a death sentence. Come on now, that's a little drastic.Response by Sgt Private RallyPoint Member made Jun 15 at 2015 6:46 PM2015-06-15T18:46:20-04:002015-06-15T18:46:20-04:00CW3 Private RallyPoint Member752515<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>IDK if it would be a like a death in the family to leave the military, but is scares the hell outa me. No way. I'm going until the wheels fall off. Then I might retire.Response by CW3 Private RallyPoint Member made Jun 17 at 2015 10:02 AM2015-06-17T10:02:24-04:002015-06-17T10:02:24-04:00MAJ Ken Landgren753224<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>It was freedom and having the gratitude I crossed the 20 year finish line to pursue other endeavors in my life.Response by MAJ Ken Landgren made Jun 17 at 2015 2:27 PM2015-06-17T14:27:10-04:002015-06-17T14:27:10-04:00CPL Norma Brown753443<div class="images-v2-count-0"></div>Yes, because it's a loss of a lifestyle. A community, a bond. Veteran status isn't the same, and being a full civilian is even more difficult. I see it a lot at work, as I help Soldiers transition out....Response by CPL Norma Brown made Jun 17 at 2015 3:22 PM2015-06-17T15:22:31-04:002015-06-17T15:22:31-04:002015-05-05T19:40:23-04:00