Posted on Dec 23, 2016
SFC Joseph James
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I have been asked before about what PTSD is and how it affects me. This is me taken at my lowest moments. It is how I feel most days. How would you describe it?
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CSM Richard Welsch
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My PTSD is like a nightmare that won't go away that hunts me by the sound of a school tornado drill.I can't be in crowded and when I leave my house I feel like every move I make is tactical.But one day I'm going to cross out my PTSD like tic-tac-toe.
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CSM Richard Welsch
CSM Richard Welsch
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Thank you SFC Josefph James.SFC Joseph James -
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CSM Richard Welsch
CSM Richard Welsch
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Thank you SP5 Vhristine Conley. SP5 Christine Conley -
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CSM Richard Welsch
CSM Richard Welsch
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Since we are talking about PTSD- Does anyone get night every night and wake up at in sweat pissed off to the point where you jump in the shower can does not go back to sleep out of fear?
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SSgt Terry P.
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CSM Richard Welsch - The soaked sheets and waking angry is still with me. I have learned to avoid people on these days as much as possible.
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COL Charles Williams
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The problem with PTSD SFC Joseph James is many of us have it and suffer from it, but too many others fake it and pretend they have it... which trivializes it for all of us.
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SFC Joseph James
SFC Joseph James
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Ok. Thank you. Now how would you describe it for those that don't understand.
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SFC Joseph James - you don't. Each case is different. Though you all suffer from it, you can't explain why you feel like you do and you try to rationalize this behavior and or symptoms. When you reach try and reach out to those who say just look in the mirror and tell yourself today's a good day! Nine times out of ten your going to go back to sleep because you just forced yourself to fight a losing battle.
From my observations of ptsd it has more to do with the loss of structure, discipline and blood brother bond once you get out. We are predators, war isn't what kills us! It's coming home to the chaos of civilian living. Trying to live in a single family home when you've depended on a unit for so long. You knew your battle buddy had your six. But the civilian world is nothing but chaos, no structure, no respect and certainly no family bonds.
That's why, in my opinion and what I've dealt with. I'd vets with ptsd, prefer to homeless because it's an opportunity to some how bond together again and fight the war inside each other. Homeless shelters are like bunkers, you sleep in tight courters , you eat in one chow place and during the day they do there own thing. They find unity where they can.
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SGT John Flint
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It is hard to explain
But my version is being trying to be comfortable with things that give normal people nightmares
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SFC Joseph James
SFC Joseph James
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Wow great descriptor. Thank you!
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